I'm sorry to hear that things have been so tough for you. And especially when you're pregnant too. Hormones can make everything seem so much worse than it really is.

Grief is a horrible thing to have to cope with. Sometimes, taking each hour as it comes is the only viable option, and sometimes, even taking it minute by minute.

Don't worry about posting such a downer post. Getting the feelings out is always good, no matter which way you do it. I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts.

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Michele sent me.

As I read this post and the date, I felt a kinship with you. I am sorry the grief is so bad, but I understand not writing. it's hard to write when you don't want to write "downer" posts. I just went nearly a month without posting until last Thursday.

I hope that life is becoming more bearable since October - and that soon, you will want to blog again.

Hugs

your courage sharing such personal feelings is noted, and appreciated. Sometimes writing helps, sometimes you may need a counselor or a grief / loss recovery group. Is there a church you know of where someone might be able to help? I pray you will fully recover but never forget what a special woman your mother in law was.
Here from Big Bear Lake, ca where we are freezing our buns off!